When Bad Things Happen To Good People

On Moving On
Sometimes I still have those moments:
I’m still not convinced.
Am I being naive and still choosing to have faith in something and someone I don’t understand?
Maybe I’ll just try to be good and just continue living and still be the best I can be.
God doesn’t feel alive, is there really a God?
Does God really know what’s happening in my life? How I’m feeling?